3:37 PM - Thursday, May. 27, 2004
BIG Accident & Senior Last Day
BIG accident right on 212 and Hwy. 4. They had the whole town practically barricated off the highway. Dad and I drove around trying to see as much as we could. I guess a big tanker and a car, that wasn't a car anymore except for a door, must've collided. Scary. I just hope that it wasn't any school kid, but I'm sure it wasn't, since they were all at school.
Seniors last day today. I'm gonna cry now. I think everyone will miss most of the seniors this year. Now, our volleyball team will suck. There was a lot of good people in that class. It's scary to think one day my class will be seniors. Tomorrow's our last day, which I really will cry. I'm not going to see much of anyone (except Kelly) for 3 WHOLE MONTHS. I'm gonna miss you guys! I love you all!
8:01 PM - Wednesday, May. 26, 2004
You Didn't Escape, Leah
Leah! Oh man, do you have it rough. Not feeling too sorry for you though. So, I heard you have one friend, and that's a senior who isn't going to be here next year. I heard all of the kids in the 9th and 10th grades don't like you either. So, I hear you got kicked out of track. You just didn't show up to the Conference meet? That's not like you, Leah. I would've thought you'd have been there, telling others congratulations on their second-place win. Telling them you were the best and would recieve first place. Telling them all of this before the race had even started. You didn't escape, Leah. You didn't escape from the hate and the jokes, from the rude comments and nasty notes, from the mean things we said to each other and made sure you overheard. But, this is what you wanted. You wanted to move away, to start over again. Too bad you didn't move far enough. There are ties, if you didn't know, between the two schools. Everyone told everyone about your sticks, about what a slut you were, about all of your flaws.
You better not come back, Leah. You know things would be much worse. We don't want you back. We never wanted you.
2:41 PM - Wednesday, May. 26, 2004
Cassandra Lafky Sued
"She says she can't believe she's the only one being sued," Lafky said. "She told me, 'I can't be the only one. Everybody else does it."
7:19 PM - Tuesday, May. 25, 2004
Odyssey Paper Done & Tuesday/Chooseday
I am in SUCH a GREAT mood! Ahhaha! I finished my Odyssey paper, and I love it! I am so incredibly happy I thought of a great topic. It's entitled My Journey to Escape and is about me being abducted. I am so proud of it.
On another note, since I am finished, would I rather... (my answers are bolded)
1) your best friend overhear you telling somebody else a deep secret about them OR your child overhear you venting your frustrations about your significant other?
2) learn an obscure language only spoken by 15 other people on the planet OR be able to guess somebody's exact birthdate, just by looking at them?
3) have eyebrows that grow in VERY bushy, daily, no matter how you try to prune them OR make a sound like a tuba whenever you blow your nose?
4) have a job that makes $200,000 a year, but you only get to see your family once a week for 3 hours OR make just enough to survive from check-to-check, but be able to see your family whenever you want?
1) Name two things you will miss this summer:
- Seeing (mostly) everyone at school & my kitten
2) Name two things that you won't miss this summer:
- Teachers & Miranda
3) Vacation: "Planning on one" or "Don't have the time and/or money to take one":
- I'm planning on one, but like that's going to happen!
4) Warmer weather: "Finally" or "Crap! I want cooler weather":
- Little bit of both
5) Memorial Day (USA): "A much needed day off" or "I have to work":
- A much needed day off, but I have to work. My work would be marching in the Memorial Day parade (yuck.)
3:30 PM - Tuesday, May. 25, 2004
Eleven Inches
I've been thinking of how much I did NOT need to see Brittany and Jake kiss eleven inches from my face. I guess they're going out again. Shucks.
Who is Jason kidding? "Yeah, I read the whole book." So then, he is asked a question: What's the name of the prized white boar? Jason's million-dollar answer: "the duck" LMFAO. Dumbass, she said NAME and do you not know what a BOAR is?
I either was in a trance, or Justin went invisible for a few seconds. I walk down the stairs, and there's no one there, all of a sudden, I hear a thud, and Justin passes me very quickly (to make the bus). But, I did not hear him while he was going down the first flight of stairs. Hum. I'm not going to worry about it though. He looked pretty upset, probably because he and Mrs. Gray were arguing about something when I went to her room to get my notes. He was not happy.
ARGH. Do I HAVE to write my Odyssey paper? It wouldn't be half as bad if we didn't have to have those stupid parallels. I'll get it done... somehow.
2:27 PM - Tuesday, May. 25, 2004
Freezing
I've been shivering all day (well, atleast all day after gym). We went outside in the fricken cold in gym AND we went outside to march! We do not march in the 50 degree weather! We walked half a block, and since it was so cold, my clarient wouldn't play anymore. Then, we made a half-circle in the street (I'm still puzzled why we did that) and played God Bless America. Then, we all ran inside to get to the heat.
I have been freezing ever since that. My back hurts (probably because I miss the chiropractor, even though it didn't really help me) and I have an enormous point of pressure in my left sinus. Only 2 more days left. Thank goodness. The only thing I'm upset about is that I'm going to be stuck in this small-ass town with nothing to do.
7:41 PM - Monday, May. 24, 2004
NFG Concert
AHH!! New Found Glory is coming to Minneapolis! I have to get there. I've only heard their new song Catalyst once, and I'm hooked! Hell, I had this whole plan to get me to the Denver, CO performance. I would have Mitch and I fly out there, stay at my cousins' and we could rock together! Ha! How TOTALLY AWESOME would that be?!
Too bad my cousin in Colorado didn't remind me of Miranda with her blonde hair and her CHEERLEADING, otherwise I would have her come with. I haven't seen her in over two years, but with the letters my Aunt writes, I guess she's into CHEERLEADING. Not cool. If she's into cheerleading, why would she be into New Found Glory? Maybe she'll surprise me though. I'd have to call her to make sure I can stay with her while I'm out there.
Lol, I'm dreamin' BIG here. Can't get my hopes up. Hell, by July, I'll probably hate NFG. It's okay though, it sounds super fun in my mind at this moment.
2:44 PM - Monday, May. 24, 2004
Sarah's Court Date
Sarah went to court today. She got 60 days of probation, a $100 fine, and she has to write apology letters to both schools, for just watching. I'm not exactly sure how the whole story went, because I want to ask her, but I feel so dumb when I ask her about all of it. Like, I was going to ask her more about when her and Justin got high, like how they did it (like I fucking know?) I just feel so stupid when I don't know these things.
Henry has started talking to me again. I swear, if he would have touched me ONE MORE TIME...
